ほんと!!!☆ ´∀ ｀).b
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OMG...those days were awesomeXD;;..*drop*
Yesterday...1'st of July,ne?I hang out with mah Stefy bitch and we wanted to sit down somewhere...
yes...with my Adidas on the railway XD;
And the question was :DOES THE TRAINS PASS ON THIS RAILWAY?" ("I dunno..")

Well...during our chatting over there...I turned my head to the left...and I saw a big red thing coming straight to us....
"OMG...THE TRAIN!"   \\\\\\\(oAo;;)///////////

..you can imagine us in that moment,turning red and in the next second rushing into the bushes,next to the railway ...*pause*
..we were so scared we started laughing with tears and hugging each other....can't explain the feeling XD'' *pass*
Nao,the answer to the question from above : "YESH BITCH!!! IT DOES!"

After chilling down a bit,we sat on a bench,talking about stuff..and suddenly a cop arrived :|
(I was sure he will ask us what time it was) neah...
"PLEASE SHOW ME YOUR IDs.."
of course neither of us had it...and neither teenage has it in the pocket...really,do you like your face on that card????
and I will reproduce the dialog XD;;
(I was like :O?)
"We don't have'em"
"Aren't you 14?"
"Yes,we are,but we don't carry them with us..."
"Don't worry...we can go to the police station to verify your identity in the PC ..."
:|                
I was so scared I only remember the cop saying :" DON'T YOU EVER STAY WITH YOUR FEET ON THE BENCH...YOU WILL PAY FOR IT...CASH!"...and the cop lived :|
I stared at Stefy and Stefy at meh ; we were both pale and scared and after 1minute we walked away from there...XD;;;
after that we ate a big ice cream...and we laughed so much because of  those 2 events...(> w <)*dies*
Isn't this sweet?I really need a brain restarting after thinking about a name for him...
Watcha think? --->*insert JPN related names here*<---

_____________
I THINK I WILL TURN INTO A PEDOPHILE!-------->10-14 years old goodies invasion! *wanna touch*    ゜￢゜)/
*pass*...
so...yesterday was ...like it was...*facepalm*ω(￢∨￢)ω

We decided to meet again today...and I was obliged to wake up at 10.30 AM  TT TT...to change 2 buses to arrive at Stefy's grandama's house to the county side..
OMG...her dog is just too sweet...:3
Well...the rain screwed our plans  off...so we ended up indoors with a plate of cakey (Stefy made it..I told her to open a restaurant~I can't believe it was so good) and with a hard-core pillow fight ..
★Stefy projected  me on the wall like a fly
..and I cracked my neck  XD;;;
..and I fell down from the bed 2 times XD
IWe watched a DBSK clip and I started crying...like blowing into tears..omg..I am such a nerd sometimes *snap*

...we got bored after all so we decided to go into town together (even though it was hard to convince Steph)
After staying in the center of the town....playing ,chatting and stuff...I begged her to come to my place (and again even though it was hard to convince Steph...)
AND HERE COMES THE LULZ!...we laughed our ass off ...
Starting with watching J-rock macros,Misheard lyrics etc...and endingwith beatboxing.*pause*
Believe me,it ain't easy!!!At the beginning they were like PIG sounds! (>3 <).p

the climax was CHIPMUNK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG....PLESE GO TO YOUTUBE AND FIND SOMETHIN'
Can you imagine J-rock songs and stuff in high speed,sounding like a hamster-dance song?
...we were on the floor
...and we started singing in high speed too..we were like hawt cats!!

gtrhgjbrthre...lol...lol......lol...

*brain restarting plz* Θ_Θ
well....
if tomorrow it will be sunny...here we go again...

buh bai~

because I am bored an d I have insomnia


( my butt is numb )

taken from Shinji's blog =P

<-----points to the middle...*sparkled lips*

lol,I know...yesterday night was full of lulz cuz meh and my cousins started "cosplaying"....decora-cyber-oshare...etc...etc.....-like *fail*
As you can see I have a pair of underpants on my head....XD;;;...omg...I was on the floor when I saw my cousin in girl clothes.....with a bra,nailed shoes a purse and much more.......I think he had 3 pairs of trousers XD;;;
I will show you ...get prepared....  ☆


till then ..
My dad is home right nao...Θ_Θ) /~
And he kinda pisses me off  XD''....I have my habits,ne? *facepalm*

I hung out with Stefy again (* 3*).b_<3
we stared at the clouds in the center of the town:
"this looks like a poudel...haha...you remember the ghost from Scooby doo?OMG...is that a dick?"
yesh...lots of lulz....as always ゜ω゜


★
...yesterday I ate watermelon for the first time in this year *nom nom*it had such a sweet flavor )> w <).b

I bought my fave teen magazine with a Diru poster <33333
If I convince Stefy to give me her poster with Diru,I will hang one on the wall :3
(not important: today I tried learning by heart one of Kyo's poems....and I am almost there...XD;;;...almost....)

I made pancakes by my own !!!and I ate them all....on my own...yesh..I ARE FAT PIG,I know TT TT..but I couldn't help ..sowwy...TT TT

I am happy Kevin goes to Shanghai ...I wish him a great time there <333
And I am happy Ryan has fun in Jakarta too :3

I countdown the days till I go to France...but I want the time to stop too cuz in August I'll go to Italy and I think I won't come back ..
I don't even want to imagine how Stefy will react...
oh well...will see...I think if she loves meh as much as I love her she will understand and we will live happy together ever after even in this way...

I can't believe M. Jackson passed away(at first side I was thinking it was a bluff)....and I can't imagine Shinee's reaction ...he was their inspiration into all...the incident with Onew was hell anyways!! :|....
RIP,big M

*pass*
...mah new obsession (and of course lover as wel)l is Big Bang's G-dragon...he is such a sweetie...I will kick his ass off if he cuts his long hair....he is just to hawt....*wanna touch* o(゜w゜) /
check their PV : BIG BANG - MY HEAVEN   www.youtube.com/watch
...GD is so sweet..I wish I had a bf like him...*aww*
゜w゜)o

and as I've promised....

*dies and goes to japanese guys heaven*

イーーーエーーーーイ ☆ ★
♂
ミル <3 Adidas!!!

OMG...I am so damn happy√( ⌒∀⌒)√...woooo...and they are so comfortable *meow*
Excuse my distorted fingers(they look like sausages)and the shitty-poo-poo quality of my cell phone camera...I wanted to make a Ryuuji-like photo
*drop because of fail*

I hung out with Stefy today (￢∨￢).b she got a new haircut =P
she had bought meh a present: a strawberry Chupa Chups :3 and we ate ice cream together...we laughed so much ...
I bought a new bracelet too ...but I don't like it so much...>   >;
I can't wait to see my "Go to YunHo" again
And I need to beg somebody to order meh DIM ...￢⌒￢...

new drawing too...XD;;;
よろこんで people!!
Till the next time :EVERYBODY:GO TO DJ. SISEN'S WIG!!!!

PS:I am in love with Ne-yo's song :Mad...his voice its just ...awesome <3333

I've adopted a pet XD;;; on my hi5  page...omg... so cute
he is my baby wabbit...PING

(ok....I am obsessed with the chinese name Wang Wei Ping-I want a pet or something with this name...*drop*)


Today I woke up at 2PM!~ (* 3*).b
GOD BLESS MY SLEEP-SMELLING BED! ♪
and I think I would have sleep moar...but because of Stefy's call, my dream was interrupted ...*snap*
I stayed all day long in my red pijamas...so comfortable...yay @∀@

neways....after waking up I've surfed one of my fave website about K-music gossips and stuff....I can stay all day on that site! >:3

My mom arrived home and because I was hungry she made my some pancakes*nom nom* ゜ω゜....cherry and strawberry jams = <3
And the climax of my day was that dad will come home this Friday :|
....
*dramatic pause*
Don't take me wrong..I am happy that he comes but...I don't know why I feel a bit overwhelmed....*facepalm*

Tomorrow I will go with Stefy to the hair saloon...hope so...
And I'm starting to miss Ryan( in Jakarta right nao)!!!....no moar jrock chatting on MSN? :((((((

I am hungry....I will have a trip to the fridge,even though it's almost 1.30 AM and I are fat pig....

----->I wanna believe I look like Ryuuji in this pic XD;;;;
イエイ~゜☆ー home again...I missed my sleep-smelling bed so much (TT 3TT) ♂

Since school had ended,I have been busy with work:I need to earn some money because I am going to France next month!!!!
 √(≧  ∀≦)√ Yesh...and I need 20Euros or more to buy somethin....Tokyo Decadance here I come \ (*   3* )/

And I am in love with DJ Sisen btw XD;;;

....me working...and besides this I have a nice collection of mosquito bites >w< I swear I will eat the next insect on my leg!
*dramatic pause*

Well...I had the time to read a new book too...
me readin' ~!?ah...*snap*
XD;;;and I have finished it in 2 days...I wanted to know the ending,don't blame meh =P *rofl*


I had to pack these  forks and spoons...And I ended up with the fact that 95% of them were made in Japan.It's kinda hilarious,ne?

I mean...WTF MAN,THEY USE HASHI WHEN EAT!...that's black irony XD;;;

Yesterday I went to the mountain :3
Even though mom warned me "I don't wanna see you with the legs in the river,k?"(obviously because river mountains have low temperatures *intellectual side speaking*) Θ~Θ

*brain restarting*..I couldn't help myself...
hahaha...I worn my new funny sunglasses I had bought from a second hand butique...I was looking like a chique granny XD;;;Wearing those glasses reminded me of Ryotarou...<3
*insert ryotarou's clothing+underpants plz*...so wearing a scarf in a sunny day was perfect Ryotarou style XD;;;
*facepalm* ...it was a cotton...silk..I dunno ...scarf...not a wool one,k?

MY AUNT WANTED TO DROWN MEH!"If you won't come to my house to help me tomorrow,your clothes will be soaked in the next minute
.*pause* : |
okok...I did it...I went to her place to help her...till today.*insert money*...
look what I have!!!
my aunt's wabbits have baby wabbits...and my uncle cought this one for me ...baby rabbits are the sweetest this eva...<33333....
now I am home....
*freedom...freedom...freedom...woo...now I can surf the internet till I drown myself in...XD
the mosquito bites are killing meh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss Stefy so much..we had some nice lulz some days ago when chatting on the MSN we started swaring like :Go to Ruki(instead of go to hell )and from this one came others.The funniest:
Go to Saga's nose!
Go to Kai's cavities!
Go to Ryuuji's lens!
Go to Gackt's plastic surgeries!..and so on..so on....*drop becasue of laughing*
her cellphone numeber is written as Go to YunHo in my cellpone and mine is written as Go to Ruki! in her cellphne XD;;;omg...sometimes we are so crazy...
And other day we started chatting about our sexual fantasies with jrockers....beginning with The Gazette and ending with Korean pop stars(damn...those guys are so hot...)
I WANT AN ORGY WITH SUPER JUNIOR MEMBERS!!! 13 HOT BUTTS!!!!13!!!!!!!!! (o O o)/
*gawd*
aw yeah..and I wanna be raped by Byou from Screw...I wanna be in the Gather roses PV..not that chick!!! TT TT
*excuse my pervert side speaking*

I can't wait to see Steph...we have planned to sleep together again this weekend at her place and to watch some Korean Sad movie..> w<
Can  you imagine meh crying in the front of the desktop? --well... imagine!! q _q ) /..I usually cry to Korean movies

and btw if you know a good korean sad movie plz gimme the title...o ωo).b
buhbai~~

I made the drawing for Ryuuji!!! (*   3*).b
All I can say is...
MY SCANNER HATES ME!*drop*

if anyone has dA account:here is the drawing
Comments and faves are more than appreciated :3
mychemicalmiruna.deviantart.com/art/Kakuseiki-125559627


tomorrow:dentist appointment ( T  ^ T).p
wish me luck....*dies and goes to Japanese boys heaven*

--> I need to make some money to buy some books I have a crush with TT   TT

Much time no posting anything ne? (*  3*) /
Well..I think I hadn't the mood for it ...TT TT...Even now I am a bit overwhelmed but I am bored so that's why I write here...

For the beginning...
My mom returned from Italy on Sunday :3
And now I miss so much Italy..I can't wait to go there again...´ ω｀
Dad moved into a very big apartment and my mom is very pleased with it <33 I wanna see it too!!!\ (￢ ∧￢)/
Anyway...I am pleased cuz they didn't argue and yay...I received presents too :3

....today is Uruha's b-day!!!*nom nom*
I ate some ice-cream for him today at Stefy's place...Stefy made it----->she is the next Kai XD;;(anyway...he cut his finger during making a salad becase we were hungry XD;;;) ...

I made a drawing for Uruha too XD;;...it was very fun making it:

~because between my country and Japan are 6 hours difference and because I had only 2 hours till midnight-Japan time,along with a very good friend we started chatting on MSN and making 2 drawings for Uruha.......*too much pressure*

We submitted the drawings on devianART  in the same time,at 0 o'clock,Japan time...just in time for Uruha's b-day,June 9th
It was like at the New Year party...counting down the minutes till midnight....it was fun...it will be a beautiful memory..

Thanks to Ryan for sending it to Uruha via Fan-mail____I hope it will reach him *crosses fingers* ( T  3T)
~my next goal is to become more creative and create more j-rock related fanart and stuff _____WISH ME LUCK,BITCHES!!
*snap*

Tomorrow I have to go to the dentist again...and I am so afraid!! q(T ^ T)p
I think I will have a little insomnia this night XO

Officially I ended this scholar year btw...And I have to make a list for this summer-time (￢∨￢)b~here it goes....

☆learn:more Japanese,English and ITALIAN 7 ⌒ 7 ....*drop*
☆practice drawing
☆LOOSE WEIGHT~~ i are fat pig!!!!
☆get prepared for the trip to Paris...on 8th of July (⌒ ∀⌒)/
I love my parents so much for this....*expensive trip* >  <;;
☆and then ...ITALY TILL THE BEGINNING OF THE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!
(*drop*)__hope so
I think it is enough for now...I really mess up my free time so this is just a "sketch"....moar to come...＜ :

I want to make a drawing for Ryuuji...this guy is such a sweetie!!!!He is so funny and crazy!!!<3333 *snap*
I found out on a blog some wierd things XD;;;
CAN YOU BELIEVE HE HAS A COLLECTION OF UNDERPANTS????!!!
*drop*
XD;;;omg...to much information...XD;;;;
And I think I will have a crush on Adidas this summer because of him*gawd*
And yay...I love his nails...*goes make some too*

(snapshot taken during watching Nishiki-makig of)...rofl....this was the funniest scene from the dvd XD;;;
*drop*(again)

I guess this pic is meaningful … (T   3 T) ~ ...I had a serious tooth-ache problem and today I went to the dentist …

My left chick was inflamated and my face had the shape of  a square  (>  ¬ <) /~…now I have less a tooth (°   ¬°) and because of the anesthetic I can’t fell my left side of my mouth and my tongue is numb too o(¬    ¬)o
But I am happy because that tooth really hurt (*   3*) /

And my friends told me so many things like:
“you need to go to the dentist because if you won’t,you can become deaf”
“if you go to late you will probably end up with a bunch of needles in your mouth”
and you can imagine how I felt then \( °  A  °) /
*dies and goes to Japanese boys heaven *

I called my grandma to come to my place…and today she went with me to the clinic…
I am such a chicken at the dentist …I am afraid of the drill  !!!!!  \( °  A  °) /
*faint*
The dentist told me: “If you cry I’ll kick your ass!” XD;;....At the first sight she is a sweetheart <333

But all the bad for the good ,ne?
I can stay home all the day now..no school for today (¬  w ¬)b
Even so..tomorrow I need to go to school because of a project I must show to my class ...*drop*
I can’t believe is just 2PM~ (T     T)

And as a final word: CAVITIES SUCKS!!!!
And I am hungry and I can't eat!!!
*pass*

TT  3TT This weekend was so damn perfect till now...*dies*
My dad called me from Italy  to "prevent" me from my mom,who is mad because:

☆this week I was being all way alone at home,without any grandma by my
side ?..\ (゜∧゜)/
C'mon ...I am a big fat pig girl and I think I can take care of myself after all.And I have my habits...I don't like somebody to
be with me during my daily habits ..besides that,my grandma is a mess *snap*...o(>   .<)p

☆and another problem mom has is about my school grades and the ending of the scholar year as well...
WTF MAN???My grades are big...I don't play around with the classes and the grades and I am really pleased by myself right now.. I know I CAN  be better than this but I am pleased with me,k?? (￢ .￢)
I don't pretend being the best kid in my class because nowadays this thing
is built on more than one aspect (between those being popularity,clothing,number
of friends...)
I dont have a boyfriend I don't go to the disco...what's the matter with her??Sometimes I really don't understand my mom!

あのう...pass....


This weekend was  awesome.....(⌒   ∀⌒)~/
Stefy slept to my place till today and we had a lot of fun.I'm not into mood to enter in details right now even though I really wanted
to write about this beautiful end of the week T 3  T
But as always my mom ruined everything...bdhsjxka

Tomorrow is 1st of June...
I think l will go with Stefy to eat something into town before school...I hope it will turn out well....I am really fucked up right now...
(Θ_Θ)..till the next time....<3(this is the candy Stefy bought me today)*nom nom*
.

イエイ☆(*  3*) /
Yesterday was Reita's b-day..and the awesometest b-day gift was  the release of my fave magazine with a DISTRESS AND COMA poster of The Gazette it's self      ゜〇゜  )///  *drop*
I was like OMGOMGOMG...
I will hang the poster on the wall even though my mom will hate it (￢ 3 ￢)~♪

As I said,yesterday I woke up in my cousin's bed cuz I had slept at her place.it was a lot of fun <3
I ride again the  bike ...my cousin was on roller skates (^   ^)
yay...lots of lulz and stuff...sometimes I love my cousin so much...sometimes she pisses me off T   wT...oh yeah...*snap*

One of my classmates bought light-blue lens :3and because I want to convince
my dad to buy me some too (insert dark color plz) I put a lens up...XD;;;I
know is not hygienic at all..but I wanted to know how it feels ...sorry my shitty face(   )
..yay..lens here I come (￢∨ ￢)b
(only my dad knows about this...my mom will kill me if she will find out XD)

Yesterday was way to much perfect to end up like this...at my place I had a toothache,I had an argue with my mom..and I think my grandma is mad at me too(゜⌒ ゜) ?/
I can't wait no more to finish school..I'm really sick of it right now  
...
ミルキきちがい です...ほんと に...
(>   .<)

......<   <...

~~~listen this song...it is so sweet and awesome ...yay..it's know jrock > >;;
but anyway http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFj4GdGT0Bg

I'm going to my cousin's place till tomorrow (* 3*) /
I hope it will be fun cuz we have a lot of thing to chat about (^   ^)
I finished the drawing for Reita's b-day  last night and I am pleased by the final result

My parents called me from Milan,from the top of the Dome ...and I am happy mom likes it ( T 3T)~/
I went there too and yes..it's a beautiful thing...<3 -  - b

They bought my a  bag,as they say.... it is cute ...will see > .>;
But I am still in crisis....I need clothes!!!! TTT.TTT) /~~
I have to straight my hair now..so yay...back to work

OMGOMG.....DBSK are crazy damn hot...yes m'am XD;;;

☆
Today,ミルキ...got back to school ) ゜3゜) ♂
As I said in the previous journal I had a special English class this morning.And because I got to sleep very late last night,today I was lucky one of my girlfriends woke me up to get prepared for it  *snap*   TT 3TT) /

えっと~after the English class me and Stefy decided to got together for some lulz.I ate OBLIGATED by her a big ice cream Θ .Θ...it was yummy though *nom nom*
*snap*
After we went to her place,we stayed to my place till 2 pm (οωο) and we watched an An cafe DVD  <3  *we miss Bou*
Because we  were hungry,yay...I prepared a ..lunch?*snap* and we ate together telling to each other funny things from our childhood : 3

My classmate Tavy tuned 16 today so it was a little "party" at school:pralines and leeche juice!!! ゜3゜*my new obsession.Along with my classmates we bought him a present:a big b-day cakey <3
After classes I got home because I was tired;and trying to cut a tomato  I cut my finger XD;;;...it is not a big wound after all \ (T wT) /

After this I rediscovered ≫K-POP≪ via YouTube <333
￢∨￢ those Korean guys over there are damn hot ~I wish I could move like them *drop*
Btw..today I exercised my para-para dance at Stefy's place.I was like a hippo pretending to be a ballerina in front of the desktop...*snap*

Tomorrow....NO SCHOOL!!!
I need to finish some drawings and take a ride down town with Stefy 〇
 
well..back to laziness
bye bye~♪☆

にあ~☆
I'm back to my place \ (o  v o) / and I will be alone all the night and I am a bit ehem..scared?!~*snap* ~maybe just nervous o(T  3 T )o
Yesterday I was almost to miss the last bus to the countryside...When I seated down in the bus it was truly a relief... ＾ー ＾;~
Anyway...I didn't make anything grand...just smelled fresh air,ate!!! bla bla  ゜ω゜
Beware~huge headphonez!

Today I woke up at...11am I think *drop* and then my grandma came back from the church and we both started making the lunch :3
The phone rang and yay :we were both invited to get lunch with some relatives.
Even though the difference between my age and their ages was big,I enjoyed the meting and laughed a lot.
And the food was awesome too \ (* ω*) /
yay,poppy flowers
I took those flowers to them because I really love Mariana and her husband <3 they cheer me up any time I get to their place Θ 3Θ

☆
Now I am happy I am near my sleepy-smelly lovely bed even though I miss my mom being next room T wT
btw,mom got to Italy well : ) and I am happy she enjoys staying there after all
The crisis hit me too ..I need new clothes because I am fat pig *  ^  *dies*

Tomorrow morning  I will have a special English class and I hope I will make a good impression ( ゜3゜)
I need to wear my school uniform?!*snap*

PS:what about the title?Paralyze?? XD;;
Yeah...an interesting subject debated to lunch was about safety and how my grandma gets through the fact she is alone.The discussion ended up with a bunch of loud laughs:

"I am not afraid.The only time I felt insecure I dreamed with a knife under the bed..but that was just once" my grandma said
"What about Paralyze spray?"
"Are you crazy?I am old and I can't see as well as I used to see ages ago.I think I will shot myself with paralyzer instead of the thief!"
~~~

イエイ～☆
Me iz home alone for 2 WEEKS!!!

I am happy mom  trusts me....anyway I have my grandmas with me and they make food for me all this time <3  *▽ * )~~from my point of view,grandmas made-meals are the bestest ever!   \(°∀°) */
☆

Today I had an English contest  *ω *  .Even though it was easier than the last edition,I am famous for screwing up the easy questions's answers *snap* ￢ .￢;; because I am in hurry to do the hardest part of the test
After the contest,I hung out with one of my new girlfriend.And I was really happy to hung out with her <3 she is sweet :3...we ate chips! )￢∨￢)o
 
I am a bit terrified by the next 2 weeks but I will hang on here (> 3 >(
I need to clean up my room.I can't see the floor because of my clothes!!I my window open so fresh air is coming from outside (^ ω^)b
And I need to take a shower before going to the countryside.I'll be there all this weekend.I will stay all day in the garden smelling fresh air *
I want to play some tennis with my cousin too..hope she is free :3

I must make a drawing for Reita's b-day!And I have no idea what to do ゜∧ ゜*insert ideas here*
And I already miss my mommy ( ゜∧ ゜<3
I think I will write journal entries more often these weeks

PS:check this song out!!the lyrics are insane ♪
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCUa9jXWn6s&feature=related
I love it so much! My girlfriend send it to me :3
 ミルキ☆
haha....I have a new nickname my friends gave to me ≫SUZUKI≪ XD;;;I know it is  crazy but I like it  ⌒ω⌒
bye bye~

ななな...it's the middle of the week and yay I don't have any tests to pass  (°   ∀°  )/☆
 *for this week*   °⌒ °

I tried to translate Kei's Vesperbell into English and... now I have to put the words in the right order XD;;;
*snap*

I want to try improve my watercoloring skills with a Reita doodle I will make because my boredom.And I refuse to make anything school related  ￢  o￢)°

I found out we will have a free next Tuesday,without classes ..even so,I am not happy with it.
On Tuesday I have the easiest classes  °∧°
.........
I wanted to make an interesting post here..but I am too lazy to type more ごめん
おわり★

PS: hick-ups started! XD;;*snap*

I am bored ˇ ˚ ˇ even so,I have a lot of things to do for the next week(but I am too lazy T ωT)//)

♣I have a language Final tomorrow °д°…and I don’t know nothing~~*snap*
♣I have a Biology test and again I know nothing about mutations,Mendel’s laws, crommozons ♀…♂….etc  (¬ - ­¬(
♣Next Saturday I have an English contest and I hope I won’t let my Teacher down >3<//
And those are only the things I am aware of    >¬_¬<

I want a peaceful week   o(˚ ر ˚ )o … full of lulz and lazyness

♥I want to listen a lot of music,even though music is an all-day needed thig to me ♪♫♪♫
♥I want to draw moar = P
♥I want to WATCH A LOT OF KOREAN AND JAPANESE MOVIES that will make me cry
♥Eat rice <3
♥SLEEEEEEEEP till 12AM..yay
*dramatic pause*

Oh well..I have to get used to it
I  will try to make my parents make up after a past argue TT3TT
And I want my bangs to grow faster  = 3=)///

Anyway..I have new obsessions 6(♥  ﭗ  ♥)o  *kinky madame*

>>>RYUUJI<<< (ex Soroban,current Zoro’s vocal)
He is damn hot ○⌐○ and so adorable with his piercings.I like his past look more >3<*snap*
He is currently:my desktop ,my Yahoo avatar and my cellpohne image yay :3
>>>Kei<<< from Kannivalism is love too <<<<3 He is soo cute.I am in love with his Vesperbell PV!!!
 
(°  O°)///Rice food is love..I made some rice some days go because I was hungry ..and I ate it all  6(ô w ô)6  *snap*
 
I have a new lighting.
I was at one of my mom's girlfriend and on a table I saw a colorful thingie and I was like..OMG.it is soo cute,mom!!!And Silvia said:If you want it keep it!:)
In witch way I use it?I let it to your mind XD;;;
Now I want to take a ride through my Language notebooks.
I don’t want any accidents,you hear me??!!

ktnxby
*dies and goes to Japanese boys heaven*

...my dad lived today TT3TT and I hope he will come back again someday \'(・⌒・ )//

Even though sometimes he pisses me off,I love him very much <3
I know is mean from me to say this,but I love him more than I love my mom(T .T)
And that's because he tries to understand me in a way or another and tries to grant my wishes more than her

I've been living without him for 4 years or so...I think I've got used to it < ~ <;;
But sometimes I really want him to be by my side,face to face, not via Internet or cellphone...TToTT

He gave me this yesterday,as a gift for the 1st of June,because he'll be away :)
...すごいね?  o(^    ^)o
I haven't expected a gift from him...:3

My goals from now on are to become more confident in myself and to fight for my dreams no matter how hard it will be  o(・ω・)b

even though between mom and dad are miles away and it is a gap between them right now...
I will always hope for a better family life
(7∇7)//

       Happy Tree Friends theme XD;;;I love to get my mom out of her nerves with it
       o(˚ ٮ˚)b

2. What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?
I think the last time I’ve had a midnight (2/3AM) ride to the frigde I’ve got an Yogurt :3

3. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
...I dunno
but I always cry viewing “Last word”-Rentrer en soi’s last live..TT3TT

4. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?

take off the fatty parts from me :)..and I want beautiful teeth too:(
Anyway,sometimes I want to change myself completely…beginning with my head *SNAP*

5. Do you have a completely irrational fear?
 o(> . <)o
too many

6. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment?
I feel insecure almost all the time XD;;; so I dunno…

7. Are you a pyromaniac?
I don’t think so..but I have a new passion:to set puffy dandelions in fire..they look like fireworks (º √ º)
..is this a beginning?  ºAº;;

8. Do you have too many love interests?
pass…I WANT A JAPANESE!!!*dies and goes to the Japanese boys heaven*
pass…

9. Do you know anyone famous?
I have a friend who is in a bass player in a band…does this count?
YOU HEAR ME???I WORTE ABOUT YOU!!!
He told me to write more about him in my journals ..hhehe


10. Describe your bed:
a big messy thing…
sleep smelling*my invention…I love sleep’s smell <3
full of ….pijamas?
pillows
and ...currently Light Pink sheets >~>;;
I hate it because I usually don’t find the TV remote control  n(¬ ­ ¬)n

 11. Spontaneous or planned?
 Sometimes I am spontaneous sometimes I do have plans
 

 12. Who should play you in a movie about your life?
 …that person will quit before the ending


13. Do you know how to play poker?
 no..cards aren’t my cup of tea = P


14. What do you carry with you at all times?
MY IPOD SHUFFLE!!♪♫♪
(I can’t leave my place without him)♥
my cellphone...and currently I always have a comb in my bag  XD;;;

15. What do you miss most about being little?
no school…no problems and argues…(o ∩o) /
and no zits and body fat


16. Are you happy with your given name?
Kinda…my name is kinda Japanese..so it’s ok o(^  ^)b


17. How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?
I will never  give up the Internet!!!
Are you crazy??!!
no Japan-related thingies for an year?? o Ao)///


18. What color is your bedroom?
dirty white XD;;;


19. What was the last song you were listening to?
Let my check it out…*brain restarting*
yay…VAMPS new single..Evanescent ♫♪♪♫

awesome song 


20. Have you ever been in a play?
in kinder garden  I was usually a Snowflake(Stefy was one too)

but my “craziest” part was….years ago..I was The Little Raisin Dwarf (I was the host of the Fairytales characters party…)

21. Have you ever been in love?
Yay
pass…


22. Do you talk a lot?
Depends who the interlocutor is …


23. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
NO…and NO


24. Do transient, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?
No.
I fell bad when I see one but I don’t know why TTwTT


25. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
I am a bitch! *evil laugh*
kidding…personal,I don’t know.

What do you think? ;)

26. Do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends?
I usually spend my time only with my Stefy-bitch-san

And that’s all that counts!


27. What is your ideal marriage location?
pass…


28. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play?
DRUMS,shamisen,bla bla


29. Favorite fabric?
Jeans and cotton..I want to become a fashion designer btw


30. Something you love and hate?
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDjT81lkSFQ

that PV is insane XD;;;
anyway…I hate and love many things

too many to count

31. What kind of bedding do you use?
sleep smelling ones <3


32. Do you tell your friends about your sex life?
Internet is for porn…bla bla


33. What's the one language you want to learn?
….please don’t ask me >w<

34. How do you eat an apple?
Two half sliced ….sliced by Stefy with my ruler lol *nom nom*

35. What do you order at a bar?
menu please?*dramatic pause*


36. Have you ever pierced your body parts?
mmmyay ..>.>;;


37. Do you have tattoos?
nope


39. Do you drive stick?
is that a perv question?
don’t make me answer it-you will regret !!!


40. What's one trait you hate in a person?
infatuated persons kiss my ass


41. What kind of watch(es) do you wear?
I don’t wear..I use my cellphone or my Stefy XD;;


42. Most frivolous purchase?
nope


43. Do you consider yourself materialistic?
Kinda ….*drop*


44. What do you cook the best?
boiled water :) 

45. Favorite writing instrument?
Mechanical pencil..because I usually draw and doodle during classes XD;;;


46. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?
I have my own style :3


47. Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
What kid of Q is that?
I am not wearing dresses and you put me this kid of Q!!???

*snap*


48. What's one car you will never buy?
An old school one


49. What kind of books do you like to read?
Hentai  XD;;;


50. If you won the lottery, what would you do?
Go to Japan and get famous
 

51. Burial or cremation?
Shinji said: I'm dead at that time…why should I bother.
Me said: that’s true


52. How many online journals do you read regularly?
pass..I love Myv blog though


53. What's one thing you're a sore loser at?
I don’t like to play…I just watch


54. If you don't like a person, how do you show it?
ignore him…


55. Do you cry in front of your friends?
yesh *sigh*


56. What kind of first impression do you think you give to people?
She’s a freak but she’s cool!


57. What's one thing you like to do alone?
Listening to music and drawing


58. Are you a giver or a taker?
both… 50%


59. When's the last time you cried?
today…don’t want to talk about it
Pass..*sigh*


60. Favorite communication method?
online …directly is good too


61. How many drinks before you're tipsy?
depends….


62. Do you think you're cute?
hell no!


63. Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends?
Yesh  :3
I am pudic,don’t blame me! XD;;.



~~~オワリ

私は頭にきている  o (┐.┐)o
えっと…*ルキ sounds like*

私は…from now on…I’ll try to be cooler and stronger and to not care about others as much as I did till now *sigh*

ごめん TT3TT
I’ve realized that people can turn 180 degrees,can surprise you with their behaviour and choices and can change plans in the very last moment…

So for now on…I’ll have in mind the words one of my heroes,Gerard Way,said:

 Be yourself,

Don’t take anyone’s shit

And never let them take you alive…

 

I will work hard and I will surpass myself *crosses fingers* and I will demonstrate I CAN become what I want - like in my dreams
…no matter in which way and how many hearts I will "brake"and get through
…I will do as I wanted to
おわり

♫♪♫